Another sad poem..

Let Me Go..

Let me feel low,
Let me freeze in the cold,
Let me blow in the wind,
And you’ll never see me again,
Let me cry off my head,
Let me die in bed,
Let me go,
Just let me go,
Don’t let me freeze,
I want to be freed,
Don’t let me be warm,
Just let me be dead,
Let me escape,
But let me feel pain,
Don’t let me go,
Just let me be,
Just let me die,
Just let me thrive,
I want to be alive,
But do I want to die?
I want to pass,
I don’t want to last,
Just put in the past,
As see-through as glass,
Shattered on the floor,
Nothing before,
Non-existing,
Forever gone,
I want to be in a grave,
So I won’t misbehave,
Put out of the pain,
Put me out of the pain,
Let me lie in a bed,
I will be stone-cold dead,
No thoughts,
No feelings,
..no life,
Unconcious,
Forgotten,
Mistaken,
Unwanted,
Worthless,
Broken,
Unknown,
Disowned,
Just let me go,
Just let me die,
Don’t go and cry,
Just be glad and have fries,
It’ll be better off this way,
I’ll be out of the way,
Isn’t that what you said?
I’d be better dead?
That’s what you’re gonna get,
Don’t go and cry a fit,
Just deal with it!
Isn’t this what you wanted?
You wanted it so badly,
That I now want it more,
So what door will you be knocking on?
When there won’t even be one?
I’m done,
I’m going,
Aren’t you glad..
It’s pouring?
I’m done with life,
I’m done with it,
There's no way to fix this,
You already moved your queen into place,
You took away my only opportunity,
And now you won’t let me escape..
Check!
Then checkmate,
Guess what?
You kicked and you scored,
Congratulations,
Here's your medal,
The medal of my life,
The medal that was my life,
Aren’t you happy?
Why are you frowning?
Isn’t this what you wanted?
Oh no, it isn’t? Too late now.
Bye and farewell,
My tears have finally stopped,
Don’t go and dwell,
Just never forget what you said,
The rocks have slid,
The meteor has crashed,
I am secured in a soft warm blanket of mud and rock,
I welcome death into my arms,
And watch the world fade before me.